Setting out to describe you, is truly a task
No more pretending and hiding behind that mask
Today is for you, through and through
I know it’s not enough, but today we remember you
Losing you and I’m downing, in a black sea
I’ll never explain all, you truly mean to me
I hear your resilience, in the hum of the ocean
The thrashing of falls, show’s me your devotion
I hear your voice, in your letters, It’s uncanny
You live on in the smell of vanilla candles and the frangipani
Sometimes I feel your hands stoking my face
Like you once did, with loving embrace
Whilst the end of the search approaches
You remind you are here, with your trademark roses
I still see your hope in the sunrise
Don’t worry mum, I’ll never forget all you symbolise
I will always hold you with the upmost esteem
Sometimes you even visit me, while I dream
You remind of our road trips and those movie nights
I’d give my life, just to have you in my sights
We could spend hours talking at our beach
It’s as though you’re, just out of my reach
Remembering the fun and planning of what’s to come
I never got to thank you, and I’m sorry mum
I know in my heart; you did all you could
I never fully understood in my childhood
You are my world, you are my inspiration
Through domestic violence, family abuse and indoctrination
We always knew everything would be fine
So long as we had each other, fuck the bloodline
Despite it all, you showed a brave face
Now it’s been nine years and still not a trace
My life is empty without your existence
l love you and the pain is far from a distance
A world without you, is true devastation
You are In unknown location with no indication
P.S I love you
P.P.S See you in my dreams
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